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Former Pakistan opener Ahmad Shahzad has opened up about his prolonged absence from competitive cricket. He admitted that this phase has been emotionally difficult for him.

Speaking during a television programme, Shahzad said he still has a strong desire to return to the field. “I get emotional. I feel very sad. I want to play,” he said.

He shared that watching his former teammates continue their careers brings mixed emotions. He feels happy for them. But at the same time, he questions why his own journey took a different turn.

Shahzad said the days following every major league draft or auction are especially tough. He has spent nearly 18 years in professional cricket. Seeing opportunities pass by makes him emotional. He said the first few days after each draft are very painful.

The former batter also expressed disappointment over the lack of communication from cricket authorities. He said no one has formally approached him to discuss his status or future. According to him, there is confusion among some franchises. Some believe he is banned. Others assume he has retired willingly.

He added that clarity from the cricket board could resolve misunderstandings.

In a lighter tone, Shahzad said his presence in a league like the PSL would still attract attention. He said people would watch him for different reasons. Some out of admiration. Some out of criticism.

However, he made it clear that he would not personally contact officials to revive his career. He said a player’s self-respect is his biggest strength. “I cannot call someone and ask them to sort things out,” he said.

The most emotional moment came when he spoke about his nine-year-old son. Shahzad said his son recently told him he wanted to see his father play again. That comment deeply affected him.

“He said he remembers that I used to play. But now he wants to remember me better,” Shahzad shared. He paused briefly while recalling the moment.

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